What is it about waiting that disturbs us? It rocks us to the core. As individuals, as a collective. Patience is not a virtue as we hurry through our lives, essentially wishing away simple, special moments in pursuit of what tomorrow will bring. The happiness we hope it will bring. Many times, to a point of desperation and anxiety.

 

I was guilty of that for much of my youth. And such is the power of this emotional programming that, even in my 40s, I’m still ‘decoding’ the years of ingrained negative processing that lives like a parasite in the realm of the mind. I know the power of positivity. I know the laws of attraction. I know the power of love and peace.  I’m smart like that, aren’t we all? But every now and then, the parasite of fear and despair worms its way in.

The truth is that our souls are born whole and it is the essence of the little child, who came into this world full of innocence, determination and above all, love.

I’m a Girl Who God Told To Wait. The truth is that our souls are born whole and it is the essence of the little child, who came into this world full of innocence, determination and above all, love. Because God is love and we are made in His image. We are totally at peace, yet through the journey of life, many get lost along the way. For me, it can be traced back to the loss of my mother as a teenager. The mourning led to a search for external love. With the result, I was never able to find quiet and calm, therefore not able to listen to God when He spoke to me. Not able to interpret when He was telling me to wait.

 

The Girl Who God Told To Wait was born from a cynical position as I would often say “the story of my life has been to wait; nothing ever comes easy”. This has since evolved into an introspective journey that has led to the understanding that God made me wait, through a series of unpleasant and sometimes painful life lessons, as He had no other choice but to force me to listen through the noise and clutter of my life. He does that, in His inimitable way. When you don’t get the lesson, he sends it again and again and again. For as long as you’re willing to entertain it.

 

This is my journey to complete wholeness in love and peace. Please join me.